Saturday, May 30, 2015

Why I left...

I left my position as a special ed teacher dealing with emotional impaired kids...a job that I absolutely loved and totally miss...it has been a very rough couple of weeks since, but I had no choice.  I was in an environment that focused on exclusion rather than inclusion...not in the traditional sense, but rather more dependent on punishment rather than understanding.

I know my kids were tough, but honestly, that is what made them so much fun to work with...there was no cutting corners or getting by, they demanded the best from me and I always tried my best to meet their expectations.  I never missed a day, unless I had some sort of professional development, simply because I always looked forward to working with them.  Right now, one is in jail, another may be on his way, the rest either don't show at all, or rarely, and their education suffers.

I truly had no choice because I know myself and I know the environment I was in was bad for me...I am a collaborator and a fixer, and I love learning.  I didn't fix my kids, they did that themselves, but I did create an environment of honesty, truthfulness and self-responsibility that promoted positive educative outcomes....they responded...but I am saddened everyday to not see their faces and learn with them...The are tough and they push every button they can, but in the end, they are all great kids!

I miss them...

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Why do kids cheat?  Could it be they have not been adequately prepared for what is being asked of them?

Obviously, a large portion of being prepared falls on the shoulders of the student, but still, has the educator done enough...has the correct environment been created that the student feels safe enough in to  seek additional help if they don't understand, comprehend or basically feel that they can in fact search out...help?

In the new and very fast paced world of public education, huge amounts of pressure are placed on these young adults.  You have to learn it now and we will be moving on to something new tomorrow...you have to get good grades or you will be ranked low....and possibly not get into a "good" college...or even the educator that is teaching from the exact same lesson plans they have used for the past 20 to 30 years...

Through the years of elementary, my kids were taught how to do basic math in several different ways...chicago, new etc styles were the rage...does anyone remember lattice math...ugh, I still have nightmares...then off to middle school and they start to bring it back to the old styles and finally high school where adding meant to lined them up and added them together...no special tricks...just do it...

I remember using encyclopedias and they were great.  However, to get more information, deeper meaning, you had to actually read a book or six and then write a paper.  Today, everything is at their fingertips and on that powerful computer called a cell phone.  The kids know they can find anything on there, as do the educators, so they allow them to use it, look it up and then answer questions...except on tests.  Now they must memorize it and write it out to prove they know it.  Is that truly what is important about learning...rote memorization?  Does a student truly need to know the melting point of minerals, or should the student know where and how to find that information when the actually have reason to need it?

I would argue we are setting the kids up to fail with our current system then allowing them to use the tools that will help them be successful and penalizing them in the end.  No wonder kids don't like school...we have set them up for failure and they know it...