Thursday, September 17, 2015

Onto the next adventure...

Well, I am finally back to blogging....I am not back in a classroom as of yet, but I am working on my master degree in Special Education from the Purdue University.  I am really excited and very much enjoying my classes.  I will be posting some of the writing I am doing here to share.

First up...An answer to one of my cohorts reflections on our readings...

“If you add the term rigorous to curriculum you add a deeper meaning.  It implies a higher level of quality for both the teacher and the student.” 
Rigor and rigorous appear to have become the new darlings of the educational vocabulary.  The implications are without rigor, or not rigorous, curricula we are somehow failing the student(s).  So much so, that Ainsworth examines rigor, provides outside support and creates a definition.  But is he correct in his assertions?  I would argue the inclusion of rigor in education is misleading at best. 
When parsing the meaning of rigor it is important to examine exactly what it means and what implications are present.  If something is deemed rigorous, typically, we think it is hard.  So, does hard mean good or higher quality?
Using the complete definition of rigor and rigorous, I am attempting to understand exactly what is being implied.  Synonyms include: meticulous, conscientious, careful, diligent, exact, precise, thorough and my favorite, persnickety.  All the former can be considered to be mostly positive in nature.  However, as we investigate further we discover the, for lack of better, the dark side of rigor: strict, severe, stern, stringent, tough, harsh, ridged, relentless, unsparing, inflexible, draconian and uncompromising.  So why is this important?  Can we not pick and choose that which best matches up to our goals and objectives?  Simply take what is deemed the best and leave the rest?
I would argue, no.  Simply stated education is about learning and learning is about making mistakes, learning from those mistakes and discovering new ways to accomplish, answer or simply understand.  Learning involves drawing outside the lines, getting your hands muddy and making wrong choices.  If we do not know what is wrong how will we know what is right? Rigor implies something is hard (strict, uncompromising) and because it is hard, is good or of higher quality?  It was a rigorous journey to the top of the mountain, but what was learned?  I would argue, that it was hard to get to the top.  After all, education cost money and in order to generate funding we need to prove we are getting our money’s worth, validation.  Continuing, I would argue making something hard for the sake of making it harder adds no additional meaning or value, other than it was learned it was hard to accomplish.  
When I was younger and taking physics in high school, we had to learn the squares and square roots of numbers 1 to 100.  Believe me, it was rigorous, and really hard; I still have nightmares, and actually do remember a few.  Oh, did I mention we were tested in front of the class as well?  Did being tested, on and like that improve my understanding of physics in any way?  Not sure, it was a tough class and I am not a science guy, but I still stand by the example. 
Ainsworth writes, “A rigorous curriculum must remain flexible, adaptable to the diverse and continually changing learning needs of all students it serves.” Hmm, I am confused.  Ainsworth is using terms such as flexible, adaptive, diverse and changing, did the definition of rigor change and no one inform me?  Someone get Webster on the line!  Or has the term rigor simply been added to sell the product and or attempt to add relevance?  High school diplomas are hard to earn, validation!  Again, by making it harder, are we in fact making it better?  Is the thought process, if the rigor is increased, it adds value therefor it is better?  
I had an ongoing, I will call it a discussion, with my teacher assistant about the high school diploma.  She was always upset because I differentiated instruction and assessment for my students.  In her words, not mine, “dumbing it down.”  Having eight students made this somewhat possible, although it was rigorous to keep on top of it all. It was a self contained EI/EBD room of high schoolers.  They were basically mine all day.  For me the goal was increased work effort, and the pacing guide was the same I would use in a general ed class setting, for each of my 14 content areas.   I used negative reinforcement, allowing, based on the amount of work accomplished, lessons to be “skipped.”  By allowing them to get away with, in their minds less work, they actually worked harder.  I never intended for them to complete the same level of work as general ed students, after all, the had IEPs, emphasis on “Individual” part, but I was teaching first the importance of work, and second the skill of how to find information.  Rigor was not in content, although state test scores increased for them all, but rather in work.  For me, if they worked hard, which is rigorous, were able to find the answers, and could prove findings, they earned success, i.e. grades.   As Ainsworth posed, they were being prepared for the “test of life.” 
Does an emotional impaired learning- disabled student really need to memorize the melting point of different minerals?  I would argue, no.   But just in case, he does need to know how to find it.   In the end, the high school diploma could mean the difference between digging ditches or working at McDonalds, or something comparable. 
When we purposely make something hard, rigorous, to make it harder, value is not necessarily increased.  I would argue those learning tend to not respond well to harder, if they see no relevance or reason.  When you make education relatable and fun, students intrinsically motivate themselves to accomplish and learn.  If the point of the educational system is to prepare students for the “test of life”, is that actually accounted for in curricula that is more rigorous?
 My question to you is how does introducing “harder” lead to higher quality, especially in an educational environment?


Saturday, May 30, 2015

Why I left...

I left my position as a special ed teacher dealing with emotional impaired kids...a job that I absolutely loved and totally miss...it has been a very rough couple of weeks since, but I had no choice.  I was in an environment that focused on exclusion rather than inclusion...not in the traditional sense, but rather more dependent on punishment rather than understanding.

I know my kids were tough, but honestly, that is what made them so much fun to work with...there was no cutting corners or getting by, they demanded the best from me and I always tried my best to meet their expectations.  I never missed a day, unless I had some sort of professional development, simply because I always looked forward to working with them.  Right now, one is in jail, another may be on his way, the rest either don't show at all, or rarely, and their education suffers.

I truly had no choice because I know myself and I know the environment I was in was bad for me...I am a collaborator and a fixer, and I love learning.  I didn't fix my kids, they did that themselves, but I did create an environment of honesty, truthfulness and self-responsibility that promoted positive educative outcomes....they responded...but I am saddened everyday to not see their faces and learn with them...The are tough and they push every button they can, but in the end, they are all great kids!

I miss them...

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Why do kids cheat?  Could it be they have not been adequately prepared for what is being asked of them?

Obviously, a large portion of being prepared falls on the shoulders of the student, but still, has the educator done enough...has the correct environment been created that the student feels safe enough in to  seek additional help if they don't understand, comprehend or basically feel that they can in fact search out...help?

In the new and very fast paced world of public education, huge amounts of pressure are placed on these young adults.  You have to learn it now and we will be moving on to something new tomorrow...you have to get good grades or you will be ranked low....and possibly not get into a "good" college...or even the educator that is teaching from the exact same lesson plans they have used for the past 20 to 30 years...

Through the years of elementary, my kids were taught how to do basic math in several different ways...chicago, new etc styles were the rage...does anyone remember lattice math...ugh, I still have nightmares...then off to middle school and they start to bring it back to the old styles and finally high school where adding meant to lined them up and added them together...no special tricks...just do it...

I remember using encyclopedias and they were great.  However, to get more information, deeper meaning, you had to actually read a book or six and then write a paper.  Today, everything is at their fingertips and on that powerful computer called a cell phone.  The kids know they can find anything on there, as do the educators, so they allow them to use it, look it up and then answer questions...except on tests.  Now they must memorize it and write it out to prove they know it.  Is that truly what is important about learning...rote memorization?  Does a student truly need to know the melting point of minerals, or should the student know where and how to find that information when the actually have reason to need it?

I would argue we are setting the kids up to fail with our current system then allowing them to use the tools that will help them be successful and penalizing them in the end.  No wonder kids don't like school...we have set them up for failure and they know it...

Thursday, April 30, 2015

So the school year is in full swing, almost done, I have finished the first semester of my graduate degree is special ed and I have not had much time to dedicate to my blog.

But I was wondering...out loud here...why is it a good reason to punish an emotionally impaired young student for being tardy by removing him from his positive educative environment and placing him in a different environment in the school where he will not do well?  In Johnlandia, we do what is best for the student...feeling defeated right now...

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

The most amazing thing happened this morning.  The student no one else wanted and was on his way out of the building, most likely to jail, asked me why my TA was upset.  I told him what had happened and he was immediately empathetic and walked over and gave her a hug showing great compassion.  He asked her i she was alright and then, asked her if she wanted to do something she and I ask our kids when they are upset.  "Do you want to take a walk..."

The mood lightened immediately and the results of the hard work paid off...he get's it!  I love being a teacher, there is no better profession in the world...period.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

http://www.mlive.com/news/ann-arbor/index.ssf/2015/03/ann_arbor_schools_narrowing_ac.html?ath=f0cc6753cfa01bb98d8ee208c1071c32#cmpid=nsltr_strybutton

Data, data, data, and guess what, after 30 years of working at it, a little bit of progress, according to the data...interesting how the article author parses the data to make a political point.  The gap is roughly the same between black and white as it is between SocioEconomic Status (SES), poor and not poor. I wish we would focus on the actual problem, which is not race.  Interestingly enough, while the Asia population and black population in A2 are approximately the same, there is very little mention of the Asian educational standing.

I have argued over and over the "gap" that we really should be attacking is the one that exists in SES.  Students that come from homes where education IS valued but not modeled will struggle in school.  If you adjust for SES, the "racial" educational gap shrinks significantly.

Students who come from poorer families are exposed to less words, which are fundamental in both education and testing.  They tend to have less food and often rely on the food they get at school for their meals and typically live in areas that are more "toxic" than those of wealthier students and are living in a much more stressful environment.

It is hard to be successful in school when your main concerns are what, if anything, will I eat today, tomorrow, or whenever.  It is hard to be successful in education when you don't have an appropriate place, or a place at all to study.  It is hard to be successful in education when you are told learning is important but no one in the home models the importance of education.  This is not an issue of skin color but rather a condition of poverty.  When survival is the first and most important factor in your life it is hard to find value in learning history, or math or english.

In order to really attack and narrow the educational gap we cannot just concentrate on the schools, we have to look to the homes, communities and neighborhood issues that facilitate underachievement of students in lower areas of SES.

Education is pivotal and foundational in our society, we simply must do better!


"Educate and inform the whole masses....They are the only sure reliance of the preservation of our liberty."  Thomas Jefferson


Sunday, March 1, 2015

Trimester 2 done and now in the books, grades entered...kids that showed up did well...lesson planning for 3rd trimester started!

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Last final written, 14 this trimester, and tomorrow is the last day of finals...then the final trimester of the year...wow, this is going by fast...

Monday, February 23, 2015

Seven Finals written only three more to go....
Ok, putting this one under, kids say the darndest things:

While discussing child labor laws a student retorted with "how can you make a law about a child in labor, that is totally up to them"....um....ok, lol

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Tough week in Johnlandia....last two days of the week were canceled due to freezing cold weather...now add, Tuesday is ACT testing and Wednesday is the start of finals for the second trimester and my kids have not been showing up...well, sporadically for the most part....Classes are going, masters number two has me super busy but I am learning which is very helpful...looking forward to seeing my kids tomorrow!

Have a great beginning of the week!

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Well, it has been an interesting week...frozen pipes, crazy heaters and students just not wanting to engage in learning.  It was challenging, but we have been working through it...next week, Wednesday, trimester finals...

Saturday, February 7, 2015

The most amazing thing happened last night.  I was out to dinner with Lin and a young man, working at the restaurant, stops and says..."Mr. Spisak"...it took me a couple of seconds, but i did recognize the face and remember the name of this young man...I had worked with him about six years ago in middle school and he remembered me...His huge smile and happy demeanor was fantastic, and the big hug from him even better.

 He and I had a few minutes to talk and catch up...he was working hard to save up money to attend college starting in the fall and had to get back to work....I asked how things were going and his response was well...I asked what he wanted to do and he answered his goal was to become a college professor so he could help educate those in the next generations...He thanked me for all I had done for him and indicated he hoped to see me again soon.

Another hug was exchanged, smiles all around and I am still on cloud 9 today!

Teachers make a difference!

Monday, February 2, 2015

Well Landians, it has been a crazy week.  I have not had much opportunity to do much of anything except deal with being a teacher...But good news, I am back!

I finished my point sheet, waiting for feedback and I will then post it...actually very proud of it, measurable, transferable and deals with the actual modification of behaviors

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Well, I learned something new today, even though it is something I already knew.  Sometimes just showing up is the best part of anything...

I have a student how is in serious legal trouble and my showing up on his behalf meant no jail...today...I am so glad I was able to go...

Monday, January 26, 2015

Hello Landians....I hope Monday was a great day for you!  For me, it was a bit crazy...

I am always reminded at how amazing my students are but also how much work is involved in helping them get to where they need to get...by, well, my students...It was a strong day in terms of production, but herding cats comes to mind...two in and one out...

I took an assessment for my special ed masters last night and did well..I had an interesting debate with my professor about why the answer I provided to the question I got wrong provided some insight into the political ramifications, meaning real life issues, of funding allocation.  What made it even more interesting is my wife receiving a letter to, from her supervisors that completely supported my answer...going to redact it and send it in to my professor....

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Happy Sunday to all from Johnlandia!

Up early this morning so I can take advantage of the quiet in the house...everyone else is still sleeping.  I have to re-read a chapter and take a quiz for my master's program...funny, after the first one, was not expecting to start a second...but learning has become a passion for me that I hope to pass that along to my students.  They enjoy reading my papers, now if I could just find a way to help them enjoy writing their own...

And Jeff, when you read this, one of my previous professors, please know that I am very grateful for all you did to help me in my last program!  here I am still using what you taught, lol

Back to it for me, have a fantastic day!


Friday, January 23, 2015

Friday....and let me assure you it was a long week of trials and tribulation in johnlandia this week.  Not exactly sure why, but guessing the addition on a new student into the community had a lot to do with the tension, outbursts and issues. Of course it is always an uphill battle dealing with the kids busybody tendencies, but such is life in an EI room.

So now what? Well, here I sit at my daughter's swim lesson, and honestly, I am blown away be her coach...watching the way she captivates my daughter and engages her is inspiring...it doesn't take a lot from her...she models the movement, explain the technique and interacts with my daughter employing the tactics of formative assessment to finally perfect the desired motion through the water...

Watching someone who is a really good educator is nothing other than breathtaking and inspiring!

Monday, January 19, 2015

So I get this strange feeling I am talking to myself here...good thing I like what I am saying....

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Very interesting perspective, or as it was stated, a guiding principle, on the teacher from Nicholas Hobbs (1966)

"But most of all a teacher-counselor is a decent adult; educated, well trained, able to give and receive affection, to live relaxed, and to be firm; a person with private resources for the nourishment and refreshment of his own life; not an itinerate worker but a professional through and through; a person with a sense of the significance of time, of the usefulness of today, and the promise of tomorrow; a person of hope, quiet confidence, and joy; one who has committed himself to children and to the proposition that children who are emotionally disturbed can be helped by the process of re-education."

Of course this is written in the language of the 60's so not as PC as many would want, or expect, it to be, but it spoke to me.  While working with EI kids can be seen as a calling, it also demands a person who can look past themselves and find a way to help and teach.  

This job found me and it can be tough, demanding and mind-numbing at times.  But it is amazingly refreshing when you see even the slightest change in behavior or the slightest glimpse of what they are capable of or even when one of them hugs you because for him, it was a good day and he had to express that in some way.  Seeing the smile of a child who feels as no as if one ever understands but knows you do, is what makes it worth it...we don't give them "rope" to "hang" themselves, we must give them "rope" to discover who they are and what they are capable of achieving.  Only then will they be able to intrinsically motivate themselves and truly be successful.

Ok, back to reading....break over.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

For those of you who are not familiar with what exactly three day weekends mean for teachers, let me enlighten you...AN EXTRA DAY TO LESSON PLAN...oh yeah!

Friday, January 16, 2015

As we head into the MLK weekend I am somewhat relieved.  It has been a challenging week, a new student was added to my classroom and he can be difficult.  The biggest issue, and main reason he is now with me, is his propensity to wander the halls.  My challenge, whether I choose to accept it or not, was, has been and will continue to be keeping him in the room.  Secondary to that is making sure his impact on the educative environment is minimal, in the negative sense.  He is listening, but I know we are in the honeymoon phase right now...I will be spending many hours this weekend finalizing my lesson plans for him through the next trimester and a half...fun, fun, fun, preps 13 and 14!!!!

Still in shock that my other students decided today was a great day to complete make-up work...Friday before a three day weekend and they worked hard!!!!

Thursday, January 15, 2015

So today was VERY interesting....I am really starting to understand how...hmm, searching for the right word...provoking...that is an interesting word for it, being a special education teacher in a self contained room, is...I have a total of 7 students and they each bring speciality to the table, or more specifically the classroom...this blog will be transformed from a class assignment, while I was at Michigan, to an ongoing tale of the adventures of an EI teacher in the magical kingdom of Johnlandia.

I refer to my room as Johnlandia because, well, it is a place where simply put things are done differently and the magic of learning will happen.  I put a lot of emphasis on teaching, especially in today's world of content expectations, but cannot escape the ever looming issues every one of my students have...it is very fair to say that my job is not only challenging, but also amazing.  My kids make it interesting and every day is different, exciting and new...hmm, did I just steal that from the loveboat?

At some point, after my next masters or two, I must go and get a PhD.  After all, if I am going to refer to myself as Dr. J...oh yes, I went there, then I might as well have the fancy title after my name.

Stay tuned for more and exciting new, ruminations and stories....of course we can only hope for lucidity...

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Who knew I would ever be on this blog again....I finished the MAC program and honestly forgot this existed....So here I am, teaching and taking a technology course for my job, as a special education teacher, and here we are...shazam....back on blogger!!!!

Let the world beware.....